I spent nine years at Apple. Itâs the place where I finally grew up. I wasnât just managing a team anymore. I was leading hundreds, thousands of people. It was a profound shift in my career and in who I was. After a decade of failure, I finally made somethingâactually two thingsâthat people actually wanted. I finally got it right.
But it didnât feel like success at first. Or even in the end. It was still work, every step of the way.
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I was twenty-five years old and had never really managed anyone, never built a team. Now I was one of the CTOs in a massive company of almost 300,000 people. Iâd experienced plenty of failure, but this was truly a new and exciting set of experiences to fail at. The rush of imposter syndrome was almost overwhelming.
Then they told me that anyone who joined the team would have to be drug tested.
When I met various team leaders, I realized some were ridiculously political. I mean that literallyâone is in the Senate now. They tried to get me to sign lengthy noncompetes. And on my first day, they went back on their promise and told me Iâd have to move to Seattle. I stepped into my new, tiny, hidden office, ducked around the giant structural pole in the middle of it, and gave my notice after two weeks.
Itâs just like how many marketing, sales, and creative teams often donât talk to engineering. Too many numbers. Too black and white. Too many geeks in one room geeking out.
But I wanted to understand the squishy stuff and the geeky stuff. And I liked all of it. I could also translate back and forthâexplain the squish to engineers, translate the 1s and 0s to the creatives. I could synthesize all the pieces and keep the whole company in my head.
The Google teams with whom weâd planned to integrate and codevelop technologies and products were reluctant to work with us. They kept asking their execs for more details to figure out if they really had to help us at the expense of their own projects. Why? Why? Why do we have to help a team that isnât Google? Over the subsequent months, every time we had to clarify yet again for customers that Nest was separate from Google, our internal reputation took another hit.
I should have remembered what it was like at Apple during the very first months when we started building the iPod. It just didnât occur to meâNest was so much bigger and more established than my tiny iPod team, I thought this was a completely different situation. But it was exactly the same. Back then Appleâs executive antibodies saw us coming to take their time and draw away their resources, so they tried to block our way and ignore our requests.
Thatâs when Steve Jobs gave us air cover, dropped bombs on the teams who were slowing us down, forced the issue, yelled sometimes to make sure we got what we needed. Steve Jobs fighting for us was ultimately what allowed us to succeed.
When Larry told me during acquisition that Google would marshal the team and align their priorities with ours, he was 100 percent telling the truth. But what that looked like at Google was giving the team the skeleton of a plan and letting them fill in the rest as they went. Then theyâd have a meeting every so often to ask how things were going.
But I had interpreted his words through an Apple lens. If Steve Jobs said he was going to marshal the team, that meant he was going to be there every step of the wayâweekly, sometimes daily. Heâd assemble everyone, tell them where to go, make sure they were marching together, and drag any stragglers back in place by sheer force of will.