It felt like it was all over and done, and things looked a lot worse than they actually were. Yes, we had some serious issues to deal with; we should have been able to ride through them but we didnāt. Ultimately, I knew we werenāt in a position to make great music. At that point, if we had just stayed on the track we were on, I thought that would destroy us.
In April 2001, Leigh organised a meeting with our lawyer in his London office to discuss the future of the band, and thatās when I said to them, āYou know what, Iām done with this.ā I was angry, because I felt like I had been steering the band for a long time and taking a lot of the responsibility. Ace said, āWell, why donāt we just have a break for a couple of years?ā But I had decided I was done. I didnāt hate them ā I just felt like I was the glue trying to hold everything together. Thatās very difficult for one person to do. In hindsight, splitting up Skunk Anansie was a mistake. I should have just taken a break rather than ending it. It would have been better for us to sit down and have a blow-out, but we didnāt know how to do that; we didnāt have that level of maturity.