âOccasionally, Iâd joke around with the other kids, but I spent my time mostly alone, happy to be in the company of other young athletes. I saw a man walking toward me. I recognized him as one of the schoolsâ administrators. âHello, Ms. Semenya. I hear you are a very good runner. It looks like youâll be needing these.â He was holding a pair of running spikes. The spikes werenât new, but they were new to me. Iâd never owned a pair.
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âIâd overhear coaches and other runners say, âThat doesnât look like a girl,â or âWhy is this boy here with us?â I had no problem going right up to them and introducing myself. âHello. I am Caster. I am a girl. Would you like to see? I can drop my shorts here for you.
âThey were all good soccer players, but they knew they werenât great. And most of them were playing for fun, they werenât dreaming of getting on airplanes and being a professional athlete like I was. âDoesnât matter what you say. You canât understand,â Iâd say to them. âI can see light with my running. All of you are here just chasing a ball around a field. Whereâ that going to take you?â I had to be as harsh with them as they were being with me. I wanted to live in a proper city, travel the world, be known and appreciated for my talents.
âI didnât do well in the event. I came in fourth and to this day, I donât know what happened except to say I couldnât find the zone. I didnât yet understand that racing wasnât just about being fast, it was also about strategizing and quieting the mind. I was used to running alone, my only company at times just cows and sheep and goats. I was used to running in South Africa. I couldnât yet control my nerves. I resolved to learn and never lose again.
âThis was the first time Iâd ever been to a shopping mall, the first time Iâd even seen or been in an athletics-wear store. The store manager was sponsoring the athletes who were heading to the World Junior Championships. Iâd never owned anything close to brand-new sports attire. They gave us a pair of sneakers, a pair of new track spikes, and a white and blue track suit. I was on top of the world.
âAnd here is what made Seme an excellent coach. He knew I had been coaching myself. He first wanted to understand what I had been doing, mostly on my own, to bring me to the point where he would notice me. And I told him. I was doing the things Iâd seen athletes at bigger schools with actual tracks do. I told him I would run by myself when I wasnât taking care of my family home. I remember Seme nodded and then just added to the foundation Iâd laid for myself. He found my running form to be too loose, he felt I swung my arms too much and held my head too far back. He would eventually help me get to the form that made me a winnerâarms locked in close to my body, chest high, head centered. Seme was a coach who understood where you were. This is why, despite everything that came between us in the future, I will always say he is the best coach Iâve ever had. He became like a father to me. Seme knew when to push and when we needed to rest.