Gradually, though, I found myself wanting to write a more substantial kind of novel. With the first two, Hear the Wind Sing and Pinball, 1973, I basically enjoyed the process of writing, but there were parts I wasnāt too pleased with. With these first two novels I was only able to write in spurts, snatching bits of time here and thereāa half hour here, an hour thereāand because I was always tired and felt like I was competing against the clock as I wrote, I was never able to concentrate. With this kind of scattered approach I was able to write some interesting, fresh things, but the result was far from a complex or profound novel. I felt Iād been given a wonderful opportunity to be a novelistāa chance you just donāt get every dayāand a natural desire sprang up to take it as far as I possibly could and write the kind of novel Iād feel satisfied with. I knew I could write something more large-scale. And after giving it a lot of thought, I decided to close the business for a while and concentrate solely on writing. At this point my income from the jazz club was more than my income as a novelist, a reality I had to resign myself to.