But by May 7, Morrison shifted from Durhamâs patient defender to his outright critic. The problem was that Durhamâs secretary (or whomever he sent to deliver the pages) left a mere thirty-eight pages. The fact that they seemed hastily done annoyed her. The clandestine delivery to the receptionist without asking to see or speak to Morrison or Silberman infuriated her. The package was dropped off âand hurried away,â as if the manuscript was a ransom note. She wrote Durham in full candor.
For some reason that I cannot quite explain I was ashamed. On every levelâprofessional, personalâ I felt a deep and painful embarrassment. . . . Only my vigorous and sincere agitation has kept this contract alive. . . . But the contempt for those efforts which you displayed in last Thursdayâs scenario left me so melancholy and so hurt I believed I would strangle if I didnât tell you how I felt. . . .
You have never seemed to choose candor in dealing with me, a fact that has depressed me for a long time now. . . . I could manage with your patronising me. I cannot manage with your contempt.