At times she has been consumed by a sinking feeling that no matter how much she speaks up, the world is somehow in a conspiracy against her. Itâs the same loss of agency and anger Iâve seen etched on the faces of people globally when they throw so much of the little they have at challenging the empiresâ narratives, and then watch as the people they are up against wield the kind of power that can deploy billions of dollars in capital, construct vast infrastructure, hire and fire tens of thousands of contractors, and, with a few soft-spoken wordsâat an event, to Congress, to heads of state, to journalistsâsmooth over the murmurs of protest in the way of their will.